Yang Yang and her elder sister, Xiao Peng are born with hearing disabilities and they communicate using sign language in their daily lives. Xiao Peng joins the swimming team for the disabled and has ambition to participate in the Olympic one day. Yang Yang is always there to give her the fullest support.
Tian Kuo, who provides lunch catering to the swimming team are impressed with the sisters' relationship and starts to develop his feeling for Yang Yang. He even provides free lunch box to Yang Yang with extra ingredients. Yang Yang, although is from poor family knows that she needs to repay him back one day by calculating the amount of lunch boxes she receives from him.
Tian Kuo understands the hardship of the sisters and willing to wait patiently for her in order to chat with Yang Yang online on MSN. Their relationship grows stronger day by day and Tian Kuo hopes to marry her in the future. One day Yang Yang realizes she spent too much time with Tian Kuo that she has neglected her sister and she decides to break off their relationship…
Carmen Lai
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Hate
I hate myself for this
I hate this person I've become
I hate who I am and who I thought I would never be
I hate my father for making me this way
I hate the selfishness I have now become
I hate the endless pain I put people through
I hate the way I hide myself in this pain
I hate the crazy world I’m living in called my life
I hate when my friends suffer because of my problems
I hate the fact that everything I've worked so hard not to be is what defines me
I hate that people cant see who I really am
I hate that my heart is broken with no one to put it back together.
I hate this person I've become
I hate who I am and who I thought I would never be
I hate my father for making me this way
I hate the selfishness I have now become
I hate the endless pain I put people through
I hate the way I hide myself in this pain
I hate the crazy world I’m living in called my life
I hate when my friends suffer because of my problems
I hate the fact that everything I've worked so hard not to be is what defines me
I hate that people cant see who I really am
I hate that my heart is broken with no one to put it back together.
Friend
Friends are funny.
Friends can be freaky.
Friends are always there.
Friends will be there for you when you need them.
Friends listen.
Friends make you laugh so hard you cry.
Friends face the facts.
Friends are an important factor in our lives.
They will never let us be a failure.
Friends won't let you fade away from being you.
They always have faith in you.
They're never fake or fraud.
Friends may be far away, but they're always close at heart.
Friends are forever, like you and me.
Friends can be freaky.
Friends are always there.
Friends will be there for you when you need them.
Friends listen.
Friends make you laugh so hard you cry.
Friends face the facts.
Friends are an important factor in our lives.
They will never let us be a failure.
Friends won't let you fade away from being you.
They always have faith in you.
They're never fake or fraud.
Friends may be far away, but they're always close at heart.
Friends are forever, like you and me.
Best Friend
You're the one who's by my side
when no one else is there.
You're the one I can always count on,
You always seem to care.
You help me through
the tough times,
and when I've lost all hope,
You cry with me at sad times,
and laugh at all my jokes.
You never seem to judge me
or ever put me down,
You put a smile on my face,
Whenever you see a frown.
You're better than a brother,
You're more than just my boyfriend,
You have a special place in my heart,
That's why your my Best Friend.
when no one else is there.
You're the one I can always count on,
You always seem to care.
You help me through
the tough times,
and when I've lost all hope,
You cry with me at sad times,
and laugh at all my jokes.
You never seem to judge me
or ever put me down,
You put a smile on my face,
Whenever you see a frown.
You're better than a brother,
You're more than just my boyfriend,
You have a special place in my heart,
That's why your my Best Friend.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
The Little Nyonya
The story begins from the 1930s, spanning over 70 years till modern day.
Juxiang is born into a big Peranakan family where her mum is a mistress. She is gentle, beautiful and a fantastic cook. Born deaf-mute, she is ostracized by people. Right before the Japanese Occupation in Singapore, she is forced to marry a rich Peranakan as a mistress. Juxiang resists the marriage and runs away from home. She then meets a young Japanese photographer and after many obstacles, they finally get married and Juxiang gives birth to a daughter Yue Niang. During the World War, Juxiang is tortured and both her husband and her dies leaving behind their 8-year-old daughter.
Yue Niang is passed around families and eventually ends up at her grandfather's house. Under the supervision of her grandmother, Yue Niang learns to cook Peranakan dishes and sewing. She grows up looking exactly like her mother and is exceptionally beautiful. After the war, her maternal relatives who ran away to England to seek refuge during wartime return home. Yue Niang then leads the life of her mother – always discriminated, beaten up and tortured. She puts up with all these in order to protect her grandmother.
Yue Niang's pretty looks incurs jealousy from her cousin and attracted many rich Peranakans to chase after her. However, she only has eyes for penniless driver Chen Xi.
Chen Xi actually comes from an educated and wealthy family. He hides his identity to be with Yue Niang. Yue Niang's kindness, pureness and persistence move Chen Xi and he loves her deeply too. Unfortunately, their relationship is filled with many obstacles and difficulties. Under pressure from his family, Chen Xi is forced to marry Yue Niang's cousin instead. Yue Niang is then sold to a butcher, Liu Yi Dao.
Yue Niang is unwilling to accept the fact that her life is always manipulated by others and decides to end her own life. Yue Niang's strong personality impresses Liu Yi Dao and they become sworn siblings instead. Yue Niang decides to choose her own path in life. She begins learning how to run a business and in the process, she is framed and ousted from her business. Although she is badly hit, she manages to overcome the odds and save her declining family business. Sadly, her love life has yet to begin a new chapter with no news about her lover, Chen Xi.
Website 'The Little Nyonya' at http://littlenyonya.mediacorptv.sg (you can see it on website).
This history is Baba Nyonya from Malacca and the Baba Nyonya culture of them in 1930's. It is important for give knowledge of the Baba Nyonya culture from generation of great grandparents in a few years ago.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
You Have My Heart
There's a story to be told by the young and the old.
All share the same heart, they say.
But something happened to believe they're apart.
The young quiver with fear and the old strike with vengeance.
A young girl believes she can survive without love.
Whatever caused her to adapt this protective role?
The secrets she holds will seem to be hers forever.
Never will you break her protective mode.
And never will she trust for fear of being conquered.
How can I help if she hates me so much?
Will I ever know what created the hate?
I close my eyes and pretend she's not there.
The promiscuity I remember,
The ludeness and rudeness I hear with my ears.
The shame I feel because I know she's not mine.
But the heart, they say, are shared by us both.
A wee girl rocks and another will cry
for the fear of the stories they hold within.
The rocking soothes a lonely heart
And the rocking wipes away the violent images locked in her mind.
Rocking takes the place of the arms that never comforted
And rocking numbs the pain of the violence she's bore.
how can I help, if she hides from me?
The guilt I feel for not being the one.
What secret does she hold, and how can she trust?
She's protecting someone, but the secret caused pain.
Will the release of that secret bring to her more pain?
I want to help, but we're miles apart.
But the heart, they say, are shared by us both.
Another cries, but tries to be strong.
This was her purpose, to be strong when her friend became weak
This child of 10 needs love and affection
She needs to feel clean and the pain soothed away.
The shame I feel because I fear to reach out.
The pain I feel for the suffering she's endured.
Can I touch the blood soaked image of her hair in the mirror?
Can I wash the blood stained face of this image I see?
My God, what secrets does she hold and I tremble to know?
With knife in hand, what does she search for?
Surely not a heart, they say, shared by us both.
A woman, older that her years, fights to survive.
The failure of her task will bring death to the young.
She's a strong willed Lady and will fight for their cause.
But tire her down and her battle is gone.
She will stand and guard, watch over and soothe.
But never will you see this lady reach out.
She believes there's no comfort in extended arms.
And fears the failure of a love gone wrong.
Love comes from the heart and her heart cries with pain.
To reach them and touch them, hold them and comfort them.
Will only bring more pain to their hearts.
This the heart, they say, that is shared by us both.
Decisions, he says, are made by the man.
If this is the way, then why the confusion?
Very controlled and forever deep in thought.
He will always decide how to bring peace to the hearts.
What secrets does he hold and why death the solution?
Why always the fighting to live or to die?
Could this heart, they say, possibly be shared by us both?
The Army is strong and their task is to kill.
To kill on the orders of their highest of rank.
There must be a secret they hold within.
Why else would the order come to kill all the hearts within?
He lives in the war, the war he created.
And drawn them all in as his enemies and foes.
Why does he fear his secret come out?
Why does he fear any secret come out?
He will die if the order is not done.
Others will die, if he is successful.
Can this heart, they say, be shared by us both?
The young and old hold all their own stories.
Could it possibly be, if this shared heart were to survive
The stories would have meaning and the body have life?
All share the same heart, they say.
But something happened to believe they're apart.
The young quiver with fear and the old strike with vengeance.
A young girl believes she can survive without love.
Whatever caused her to adapt this protective role?
The secrets she holds will seem to be hers forever.
Never will you break her protective mode.
And never will she trust for fear of being conquered.
How can I help if she hates me so much?
Will I ever know what created the hate?
I close my eyes and pretend she's not there.
The promiscuity I remember,
The ludeness and rudeness I hear with my ears.
The shame I feel because I know she's not mine.
But the heart, they say, are shared by us both.
A wee girl rocks and another will cry
for the fear of the stories they hold within.
The rocking soothes a lonely heart
And the rocking wipes away the violent images locked in her mind.
Rocking takes the place of the arms that never comforted
And rocking numbs the pain of the violence she's bore.
how can I help, if she hides from me?
The guilt I feel for not being the one.
What secret does she hold, and how can she trust?
She's protecting someone, but the secret caused pain.
Will the release of that secret bring to her more pain?
I want to help, but we're miles apart.
But the heart, they say, are shared by us both.
Another cries, but tries to be strong.
This was her purpose, to be strong when her friend became weak
This child of 10 needs love and affection
She needs to feel clean and the pain soothed away.
The shame I feel because I fear to reach out.
The pain I feel for the suffering she's endured.
Can I touch the blood soaked image of her hair in the mirror?
Can I wash the blood stained face of this image I see?
My God, what secrets does she hold and I tremble to know?
With knife in hand, what does she search for?
Surely not a heart, they say, shared by us both.
A woman, older that her years, fights to survive.
The failure of her task will bring death to the young.
She's a strong willed Lady and will fight for their cause.
But tire her down and her battle is gone.
She will stand and guard, watch over and soothe.
But never will you see this lady reach out.
She believes there's no comfort in extended arms.
And fears the failure of a love gone wrong.
Love comes from the heart and her heart cries with pain.
To reach them and touch them, hold them and comfort them.
Will only bring more pain to their hearts.
This the heart, they say, that is shared by us both.
Decisions, he says, are made by the man.
If this is the way, then why the confusion?
Very controlled and forever deep in thought.
He will always decide how to bring peace to the hearts.
What secrets does he hold and why death the solution?
Why always the fighting to live or to die?
Could this heart, they say, possibly be shared by us both?
The Army is strong and their task is to kill.
To kill on the orders of their highest of rank.
There must be a secret they hold within.
Why else would the order come to kill all the hearts within?
He lives in the war, the war he created.
And drawn them all in as his enemies and foes.
Why does he fear his secret come out?
Why does he fear any secret come out?
He will die if the order is not done.
Others will die, if he is successful.
Can this heart, they say, be shared by us both?
The young and old hold all their own stories.
Could it possibly be, if this shared heart were to survive
The stories would have meaning and the body have life?
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